Aug 17, 2010
Happenings
Shocking.
Both the beauty of sunsets and lack of smoke.
Lovely really.
Aug 16, 2010
9 days from now
14 years.
Lots of hard work, tons of laughs & smiles. 2 fantastic kids.
Love that is ever growing. Surprise being planned.
Excitement
Post Edit....damn if I could count. I would say 8 days from now.....geesh
Jul 29, 2010
Team Me 1 - Team fear 0
Thought of writing often...then thought of other things.
I do want to want to leave a trail of sorts, a record of our lives.
When I think back to my childhood memories are a struggle.
I want our kids to have memories. Traditions. Joy. Family. I must create this.
But having none...and now waiting 13.75 years to start any, I find my self at a loss. Trying to figure out what traditions i want for our family. How? When? What?
It is times like this when I would have normally preferred to my 'stick my head in the sand' so to speak and wait for time to pass. But I'm afraid that another 13 years will pass and both kids will have moved out and on to their lives and I will still be sitting wishing.
I'm changing.
I'm checking in, coming off the bleachers and getting into the game of life. Playing full out. Balls to the wall, as the saying goes.
I'm scared.
Scared of failure.
But....
Failure is not an option for me.
Neither is being stagnate.
Participating is. Perfection is not required.
Let the games begin.
Ohh, and there is a wedding at the farm this weekend. I'm so excited for my friend.
Gratitude X5
*Floating the river with the family
*Summer time thunder storms
*My family - quirks and all
*Riversong
*Sunsets
Feb 18, 2010
This is what we ate...
or should I say served. There was no sitting for hours. But lots of speedy walking.
I wanted to share the menu that we came up with. It was much more challenging than I thought.
This took (oh, the hardships) four meetings starting back in December to get all the pairings set and the beer brewed. We tasted all sorts of different foods and drank every beer we had on tap and thought of ones we could brew, to see what went best. Finally we got everything to please the brewer's palate, the caterer's palate, and mine. Then we started brewing some specialties. And pulled one beer out of a Bourbon barrel to let mellow. Three of the beers we poured that night are part of our flagship line and three of them were specialties. (I am editing the beer names)
Feb 14, 2010
It has been a crazy week. Fun. But crazy.
Last night is a blurr. Music was great.
Friday ski day was great. My SIL came along. Friends were up. Fresh powder in the morning. Snow fell off and on all day. The clouds were fantastic. Sights were refreshingly odd...
{Can you see she is wearing camouflage pants?? brilliant. she was wearing a crown of flowing ribbons too}
Tonight at the brewery we have 57 guest in for a 5-course beer paired feast. I'm worried. The menu is going to be great. The chef catering is fantastic. The folks will have fun-i hope. But this is a first for us. I have attended many others but never done one myself. I'm worried about the seating chart. Hope I matched folks well. I worry that I should have stuck with my initial limit of 35 - but had a hard time telling so many no. I worried. 10 hours from now all will be over. I'd like to take pictures and tell you all about it, but I worry about privacy. Tomorrow I will share the menu. If tonight I don't over indulge in the 5 beers we will serve. One just released yesterday sits at a 9.5% (the reason last night is a bit blurry). I worry about its reception - it is a new style for us. Taste buds can be fickle. I'll let you know how it all goes.
Since I'm sharing, here is more. A one word meme stolen from BB and Catstevens.
Cell phone? crackberryHair? long
Mother? missing
Father? helpful
Favorite Food? cheese
Dream last night? unknown
Drink? smoothies
Dream/Goal? adventure
Room you are in? bedroom
Hobby? skiing
Fear? failure
Where do you see yourself in 6 years? home
Something you are not? singer
Favorite Muffins? yuk
Wish list item? house
Where did you grow up? here
What is the last thing you did? talked
What are you wearing? sweatshirt
Favorite TV Show? nature
Pets? elsie
Friends? fantastic
Your life? interesting
Your mood? thoughtful
Facebook? yep
Favorite place to eat? italy
Missing Someone? always
Your vehicle? crv
What you aren't wearing? spandex
Favorite Store? internet
Favorite Color? green
Last time you laughed? today
Last time you cried? unknown
Best friend? b
That's all. For now.
Now I must-
- shower
- order balloons (pink, red and white)
- finish up center pieces
- help close up the tap-room
- decorate for tonight
- find something nicer to wear
- have a grand time
- ensure others do too
- shower love on my 3 valentines
Feb 9, 2010
List of a different sort
Gratitude...comes in all forms and for all sorts of things. At times when I feel like running, it is best to get present with all the blessings in my life. Here are a few....................
- Family rising to the occasions (And really, when isn't there a occasion)
- B - I love that man. For over 14years we have been lovers. Amazing!
- Eldest girl - always singing. Thankfully sings beautifully - challenges that I never imagined, but definitely dished out to my parents. What's that? It comes back ten-fold. Ohh, crap. Grace~give me grace
- Youngest boy - love of all things star wars. Snuggles each and every morning. Gapped smiles. Constant movement. 10lbs 9oz that didn't want to leave my body, but we worked together and all was good. The next George Lucas, he says.
- Medicine. Flowers. Herbs. Tea. Glass. Stevia. Coconut. Kisses. Sweet-tarts. Carmel.
- Kind, caring kids - who generally are pretty nice to each other
- Birthday breakfast with new friends
- Showing new friends one of my favorite shops downtown - it still has the heavenly smell that instantly transports me back to childhood. (even though I don't think I was ever in this shop as a kid)
- My job
- Hubbsters unemployment check
- B's willingness to step up and help, actually rescue our school year
- My parents help in our education process
- WWW ladies - every person should be so lucky to have the three of you in their corner
- Season passes for the family up at our local ski hill
- Desire to learn
- Great teachers
- Smokeless winter skies (scared for this summer-we need snow! or a really wet long spring)
- Pbs ~ commercial free 50 minutes (no me yelling 'turn the commercial off')
- Alan Alda - fantastic things he shares
- I.P.A + Pale + Ambers + Porters + Barley Wines + Blondes + the folks who appreciate them
- Skunks....not really a fan of them-but here in our neck of the woods the arrival of spring is when skunks and red winged black birds return regardless of what the calendar says - now watching for the rwbb
- New calves scampering across the fields
- Cashmere sweaters and cozy pants
- Crisp clean sheets that have been frozen/dehydrated out on the line. Heavenly. Makes me long for summer suns and all of our clothes being dried in such luxury
- New music (do you, dear reader, have any music suggestions for me?)
- Frye boots
- Darn Tough socks...(if you have never owned a pair. you should)
- Coconut shampoo and split end mender...but really its the coconutty smell-yum
- Jean size going down. woo-hoo
- Elsie's adoring eyes and thumping tail
The list goes on. But my time and attention must switch. For now.